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Sunday, October 18th, 2009
9:47 am	I need to update It's been too long since my last update, so i figured I would write down what I need to say. Alright. I  admit that sure, I've made some mistakes in my life. That's a given, since most of you already know thanks to Laurel, I might as well set things straight. So I admit, some of my choices and decisions were not the smartest. That's understandable. I'm sixteen years old. Who, at sixteen, did not make a single mistake? So let me admit, Yes, I did take the car a couple of times. Sure. I had a reason I made that particular mistake. Being restricted unreasonably is hard on a teenager. I didn't do anything maybe a month before, and I got sick of not being able to do what I wanted to. I got tired of the only word coming out of my mother's mouth being "No." So I took the car and saw the one person that didn't tell me I was a failure. Who didn't tell me that I was useless. I went to the one person I can trust to tell me the truth, but in a positive way, instead of saying bad things. That does not make my whole life a failure, and the fact that certain people cannot keep things to themselves, or in the family, IMMEDIATE family, really pisses me off. Some things in our family, the rest of the world does not need to know about. Now, the reason I am living at Laurel's house is NOT because I took the car again, because I did not. The reason I am at Laurel's house is because my mother felt she could not keep good control of me. What I don't think she realizes is that she doesn't TRY to keep control of me. She doesn't TRY to be a parent to me. She instead lies in bed all day doing nothing because I have "depressed her to the point of not wanting to get up" at least, that's what she says...in other words, I'm such a bad kid, she thinks I'm gone to no point of return. She said she moved me because I was so behind on my chores and she didn't know any other way of getting to me. However, I see it a different way. I see it as, she moved me because I stopped doing her every bidding. I started to tell her, "No, I'm not going to do that for you because I do everything else, and I'm sick of it" Yet here I am, every weekend at my mothers house cleaning it until it fucking sparkles because I want to come home, and that's what she wants me to do. So I'm doing it. I'm cleaning up ALL of HER shit off the floors and counters and I'm cleaning HER shit off of things that we haven't seen in a few years. And guess what? It's going to get dirty again because she can't put anything away. She's going to say that it's all my mess when it does and I'm going to have to clean it again. How fucked up is that? I don't want to hear how everyone thinks "OH, she's got it easy" because I don't. If you're not here (hell, even if you are) you don't know exactly how hard this is for me, my boyfriend, and the rest of my family. Tearing me away without an explanation was heartbreaking. I was ripped away from the love of my life and haven't been able to see him. And, sure, Laurel, you may not whine about seeing your boyfriend for a week and I do. But you're at least somewhat of an adult, and he's just your boyfriend. I'm 19 years younger than you are and he's not just my boyfriend. So I'm tired of you bitching that I whine about the fact I'm ripped away from him, because you don't know exactly how much it's hurting me. And I'm probably getting my hopes up too high about him being able to come to the bonfire. His dad may say he can't come...and you know what? That's going to hurt me even more. So my update is over. I have nothing really to say. Comments are appreciated, so I know you at least care a little bit. Current Mood: Upset. Current Music: Matrix: Reloded (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 9th, 2009
1:48 am	...ouch I warn you...there is a character limit, so it's all in text talk...sorry :( oh, and the timestamps are relevant....pay attention to the first part Bethany (8/8/2009 6:28:38 PM): I love you baby. text me when you're done Bethany (8/8/2009 9:58:44 PM): coming back any time soon? Billy  (8/8/2009 10:00:00 PM): No im out w/ nichole b bout another hour? Bethany (8/8/2009 10:00:51 PM): ohhhhkay Bethany (8/8/2009 11:18:37 PM): -sigh- guess you're still busy. text me when you're not Billy  (8/8/2009 11:20:35 PM): Yeah im hangn out w/ nicole still so ill ttyl Bethany (8/8/2009 11:21:33 PM): kay. fine. Billy  (8/8/2009 11:23:06 PM): Chil damn...i havent seen her n years Bethany (8/8/2009 11:23:40 PM): i am chill. didn't mean to seem un-chill. i'm just...in pain Billy  (8/8/2009 11:32:29 PM): Why Bethany (8/8/2009 11:33:06 PM): my lower back is killing me. and i sliced my leg open. real shallow cut, so of course it hurts like a bitch Billy  (8/8/2009 11:50:30 PM): Im sry...ill txt u whn im done Bethany (8/8/2009 11:50:51 PM): kay. have fun. Bethany (8/9/2009 12:54:15 AM): baby, I can tell ur gonna be busy for most of the night....I think I'm gonna go to bed so I won't bug u all night Bethany (8/9/2009 1:02:16 AM): -sigh- goodnight i guess Billy  (8/9/2009 1:06:12 AM): U there? Bethany (8/9/2009 1:06:17 AM): yeah Billy  (8/9/2009 1:09:12 AM): Okay...i love nichole 2 death but i havnt got 2 act do ne thing w/ her n like 2 or 3 years Bethany (8/9/2009 1:09:50 AM): i realize this dear. which is why i'm going to bed so I don't bug you and you can do whatever u want with her. Billy  (8/9/2009 1:11:06 AM): Nah im done now baby i was just telln u...sorry i was gone so long Bethany (8/9/2009 1:11:41 AM): it's okay... i had brandon to talk to Billy  (8/9/2009 1:12:08 AM): That wrks Bethany (8/9/2009 1:17:20 AM): ... =/ i killeded a centipede today Billy Smith (8/9/2009 1:18:01 AM): Im rly sorry i was w/ her so long i was so happy 2 be able 2 spend time w/ her Bethany (8/9/2009 1:18:33 AM): it's okay dear. i slept most of today anyway. Billy Smith (8/9/2009 1:19:13 AM): Ohhkaaay Bethany (8/9/2009 1:19:51 AM): ...the whole centipede thing was the extent of my excitement today. rolled ovr on the couch n saw it on the wall n killed it w/my Bethany (8/9/2009 1:19:54 AM): flippedy floppy Billy  (8/9/2009 1:20:29 AM): Lol Bethany (8/9/2009 1:21:24 AM): =/ my day kinda sucked Billy  (8/9/2009 1:22:42 AM): Mine was fuckn amazing i had more fun thn i thnk ive evr had Bethany (8/9/2009 1:23:05 AM): that's cool. glad you had a lot more fun than ever before Billy  (8/9/2009 1:24:44 AM): Yea me 2...idk it was like us at the waterpark just different y'know? Bethany (8/9/2009 1:25:10 AM): yeah. more fun. Billy  (8/9/2009 1:25:52 AM): No...bout the same Bethany (8/9/2009 1:26:06 AM): ya sure? Billy  (8/9/2009 1:26:30 AM): Mmm yeah Bethany (8/9/2009 1:27:20 AM): kay if you say so. Billy  (8/9/2009 1:27:44 AM): Whats wrong? Bethany (8/9/2009 1:28:37 AM): nothing dear......just me being stupid that's all -shrugs- i'm implying things that weren't said Billy  (8/9/2009 1:29:32 AM): Hm like i love her more thn u? Is that how u feel? Bethany (8/9/2009 1:29:54 AM): no. like you have waayyyy more fun with her than you do me. Bethany (8/9/2009 1:30:34 AM): ...than you ever do with me Bethany (8/9/2009 1:31:43 AM): I'm just being a big baby like I was earlier. Billy  (8/9/2009 1:32:35 AM): Uhm dear...it was honestly bout the same...but u dont have 2 wry bout nuthn...shes my friggn cousin Bethany (8/9/2009 1:34:19 AM): like I said....I'm being a big jealous baby that wishes I can make you happy from 2000+ miles away so u cud really b happy Billy  (8/9/2009 1:35:05 AM): I AM happy Bethany (8/9/2009 1:35:31 AM): let me rephrase, I'm a big jealous baby that wishes I can make us BOTH happy from 2000+ miles away Billy  (8/9/2009 1:37:03 AM): I sowwie...-facepalm- i sudve figd that 1 out Bethany (8/9/2009 1:38:16 AM): yeah. Bethany (8/9/2009 1:38:16 AM): you're not a mind reader. I understand Billy  (8/9/2009 1:41:51 AM): Im sorry  i just rly njoyd my day n didnt catch on n yeah im a dumbfuck i sudve known what u meant Bethany (8/9/2009 1:42:47 AM): you're not a dumbfuck. Billy  (8/9/2009 1:43:16 AM): Mhmm...sure Bethany (8/9/2009 1:43:34 AM): you're not!  I'm just being a baby. Billy  (8/9/2009 1:44:18 AM): Mhmm sure Bethany (8/9/2009 1:45:31 AM): seriously. If I weren't such a jealous person who acts like a baby...then nothing would've gottn to me Billy  (8/9/2009 1:48:52 AM): No its not u...i sudve thought enuf 2 not tel u i spent all day w/ nichole Bethany (8/9/2009 1:49:28 AM): no. I knew u were spending all day with sum1. I'm glad you tell me these things. I just...shouldn't get so jealous that othr ppl make Bethany (8/9/2009 1:49:30 AM): you happier Billy  (8/9/2009 1:55:14 AM): Im sry i fuckd up! Its the 1 thng ive done this summ that i abs lovd doin! -attempts /not/ to cry- im sorry... U happy??? Cuz now my fuckn /perfect/ day Billy  (8/9/2009 1:55:16 AM): has gone 2 hell GOd freaking damnit. when I tell him how I feel like he wants me to...I fucking ruin his day.UGH! the things he say....I don't think he realizes BEFORE he says them that they'll hurt me....that they'll make me cry. how is it that he realizes that i WANT to talk to him AFTER i say I'm going to bed? Why does he realize that I'm not happy when I say i want to make us BOTH happy and not just him. ugh. I'm so happy he's coming back in a day and sumodd hours. this doesn't ever happen when we're in the same damned state. Across the US is NOT helping Current Mood: ...hurt (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 6th, 2009
3:33 pm	ugh So. The first half-day of school is tomorrow. Yay for Sophomore year. Here's to hoping it won't be a shit year. My fifth and sixth periods were switched around. so now I have Van Fleet Biology 5th and Theatre 3 6th. It only says theatre 3 because there aren't enough theatre 2 students. Anyway. I go to see all my teachers tomorrow. Fun. Billy's phone isn't working right. He can send texts, but I don't ever see them. It's getting extremely irritating. I hate not being able to talk to him. And he can never pick up a phone to call me anymore unless I beg. But oh well. I'll live. I'm okay...that's what I keep telling everyone.I'm always okay. Nothing's ever wrong. it's whatever. I got my medications again, and I'm actually going to take them this time. So hopefully I won't be so moody. But I can never tell.  the Bipolar medications I'm supposed to get (Risperdal) has to be 'verified' by the pharmacy with Dr. Miller. Uhm HELLO?!?!?!?! He wrote the damned prescription, of COURSE I'm supposed to have it! You WANT me bitching at you???? Anyway. Billy comes hom on Monday. So if I don't see him then (which is a .oooooooooooooooo1 possibility) I'll see him at school on Tuesday. I guess that's celebration worthy. I just wish he didn't come back here just because of me. I wish he came back because he loves his father. But he doesn't. ugh. I hate being the cause of unhappiness. Current Mood: emotionless (Comment on this)
Monday, August 3rd, 2009
12:57 am	I'm 16 I made it. 16 whole years since I was born. I'm proud I haven't done something that made someone kill me. yay. Current Mood: accomplished (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 30th, 2009
8:18 pm	babble Okay, I'm updating again, since I have absolutely no life during the summer. In two days I will officially be 16. Isn't that awesome? blah. I'm just another day older, that's all. I'm getting along okay with the whole not being able to talk to my fiance thing. And, while I'm aware that certain people think that I'm making a huge mistake with my life, our relationship is just stronger than ever. And, to dispel certain thoughts, No, I'm not Pregnant. I'm planning on marrying him because I love him, not out of necessity. I don't like those accusations. Sure, I may have had sex, but it was safe. I'm not some stupid teenager like the next person. So, I doubt I'm going to get it, but an apology would be nice. Just because one person has a relationship problem doesn't mean the next person does. On another note. Billy's dad is a bonified butt. And I'm not saying that to be judgemental, I'm saying it because even Billy agrees. He's done everything from lie to ME, to lie to Billy about me. I attempted to text him at the beginning of the summer when we had a tornado in the area, and he completely ignored me. I texted him the other day, "I'm sorry for using so many minutes of your cell plan, I'll try to not talk to him so much" at like...8 at night, because he had complained to Billy about how many minutes were used. I got the reply ...TWO HOURS LATER "You want to talk with Billy that's fine. But I see no reason for you to text me and wake me up. So if u don't mind don't text my number anymore" after not talking to me ALL summer....excepting when his wife asked me if I'd like to go eat with them on Father's day because their kids weren't around and I was their 'step-daughter' well, He cancelled, and promised a worth while date later. Not gonna happen. He decided to be an asshole. He told billy that I was saying bad things about his wife.... I don't know anything about her. She seems like a wonderful person, and I wouldn't never say anything bad about her. But apparently Billy's dad quite enjoys lying about an "almost 16 year old" girl. I fail to understand it. I'm having a bonfire on the 15th so my friends can come. I'm hoping Billy can come as well, but I have that feeling that a certain adult isn't going to allow it. OH! and that certain adult? Yeah, he's taking away Billy's phone when he gets back. His reason? "You're talking to your girlfriend too much" Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Law and Order SVU (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 25th, 2009
5:14 pm	Writer's Block: Parental Involvement Are you friends with your parents? View 502 Answers I still am with one of my parents. I'm not so much friends with my dad, as he's not around a lot. My mother and I have that line, one moment she's the parent, the next, she kicks back and is my friend. 7 days until my 16th! Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 23rd, 2009
9:57 pm	Writer's Block: Pick and Stick If you could only eat one kind of cuisine—Mexican, Thai, French, Italian, Indian, Chinese, etc.—for the rest of your life, which one would you choose? View 503 Answers Chinese....they've got some tasty variety. Current Mood: -growl- yeah, that good (Comment on this)
9:36 pm	...we'll call it an update... ...At least maybe we will...But i don't know, especially since my last 'update' didn't exactly get 'rave reviews'. So, my sixteenth birthday is in 9 days. I got a couple of my birthday presents early, the photoshoot, and a purple 8GB iPod Nano 4th Gen. I'm probably not going to get anything else, but hey, that's okay. Well, actually, I lied, I'm getting earrings and an engagement ring from Billy. I read one of the books for Honors English, The Chosen by Chiam Potok. It's actually very interesting, and I read it all the way through. It's about different Jewish religions and their struggles. It actually drew me in from the first page. Now all I have to do is read the other one...  A Seperate Peace. I tried before...it didn't really work =/ So...school starts in 19 days...Billy comes back in 18. We've almost made it...18 more days and we will have survived being apart for 60-someodd days. It's getting really hard to be away from him. Especially when we're both having a horrible day and can't hug each other. Oh well. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 19th, 2009
9:56 pm	you know what I hate? People who absolutely cannot use proper grammar no matter what medium they use for writing. Spell check. Comma usage. APPOSITIVES. Too many pronouns. SPELLING! Capitalization. homophones like, for example, there, their and they're! contractions. A LOT is two words not one.  All these things are crucial to people actually understanding what you're attempting to say. All these things are very basic if a high school student gets irritated by them! However, it's not everyone on my friend's list, just a select couple to whom I've said many things. Just my complaint for the day. Please don't jump my case, I'm not having too good of a day. Except for getting a really pretty dress. That was nice. Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 18th, 2009
8:03 pm	Writer's Block: Le Quatorze Juillet Happy Bastille Day! Today the French celebrate the event that sparked the French revolution. In honor of our Francophone friends, what is your favorite French thing? Bonus points for answers en français. View 502 Answers les baisers, les expressions, le chocolat kisses, phrases, chocolate Current Mood: loved (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 11th, 2009
5:56 pm	Writer's Block: Duos Sam and Diane, Ross and Rachel, Chuck and Blair—who is your favorite TV couple? View 508 Answers uhm... Eliot and 'Bambi' from Scrubs. :P but they've gotten together and broken up more times than I care to count (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 4th, 2009
3:38 pm	So I'm here... So I'm sitting here, being the dork that I am, watching my Japornimation (Bleach) and realizing, "hey, I really, really need to get my summer assignments done..." I found out my schedule for my Sophomore year, 1st) Honors English 10 with Mrs. Davis (I hear she's horrid), 2nd) AP Wolrld History with Mr. Spurgeon... he seems pretty nice. 3rd) Honors Algebra 2 with Mr.  Heberer (aka, Hebmonster...he's awesome) 4th) is JROTC 2 with Maj. Boone.... she's major Mom. =] <3 her 5th) is Theatre 2 with Mr. Klein...I'm related to him somehow through shaun...just can't figure out how...and 6th, I have Biology with Mrs. Van Fleet...yet another Bitch. fun fun...all of my honors classes are one right after another...joy... however, It's a very large chance that I have all of my classes but two with Billy. I convinced him to take Honors classes this year...and i'm not totally sure what my dear fiance has gotten himself into. He's going to have a tough Sophomore year, but helping each other, I think we can get through it. I hope. It's been a while since i've posted on here, and I just thought I'd give you a small insight on the coming school year for me. But since my last post, I've gotten my braces off, compltetely (you can see that in my userpic, lol) but yeah... at the moment Billy is in Oregon, and I can't talk to him that much...I worry that he's not going to get all his summer stuff done, but...it is Billy. -shrug- I can only do so much for him... anyway...I'll try to start posting more, if you guys want to hear more about my silly, teenage life. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Bleach (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 25th, 2009
11:45 am	The Slogan Generator...that's kind of depressing So Easy Bethany Can Do It. That pretty much sums you up! The Slogan Generator (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 22nd, 2009
5:02 pm	ugh. my life gets so confusing after a while. okay. I haven't posted on here, in like...ever, so I think I'll catch you all up on my life. So, since I made the play, I have worked my butt off on memorizing my lines (the one liners that I have) and such. Two days before the play, my boyfriend Kyle (yeah, that one), who plays Theseus went and got himself kicked out of the play. TWO DAYS BEFORE OPENING NIGHT! Mr. Klein turned to me and told me to memorize all of his lines. I cried. He had long paragraphs and speeches. I got most of them down, but I screwed up opening night. I screwed up horribly. I worked my ass off and then aced it on the second night. The night they were recording it. Thankfully. The second day of the play, Kyle attempted to get out of supporting me by lying about having a migraine and trying to go home. Momma picked him up at six thirty to come watch me. He sat in the audience and was pissed for the first four out of five acts. Then after the play was over he was all..."OH bethany, you did so well, blah, blah, blah." I can't stand him hurting me anymore. anyway. Yesterday, I went out to McKinnon airport and flew RC planes with my friend Billy and his family. I enjoyed myself immensely, and got a mental slap to the face. I relized just exactly how much more I have in common with Billy than I do with Kyle. How much better Billy treats me than Kyle. How much more supportive he is than Kyle. How much Better he is than Kyle. ugh. I made my decision last night, and I'm hoping the world WON'T go to hell in a handbasket for it. Current Mood: loved Current Music: CSI: Miami (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008
10:23 pm	I don' know... Whether to be irritated with Kyle or crush on him. -sigh-  Okay, so I dated him for a while... and the breakup was a little messy. Okay, a lot messy, and I'm still not sure on the details, but yeah. We share a mutual friend, Myraina. I gave her a really nice present for her birthday... I ended up giving it to her a little early, because I didn't know if I was going to get to go to her birthday party... I wasn't, just FYI, mum was being bitchy... Anyway! I gave her this really nice one of a kind necklace with a ring charm.. I mean, I haven't seen another charm like it... anywhere. I saw that Kyle had stolen the necklace from Myraina a couple of days later... Which irritated me, because I gave it to HER, not to HIM. Anyway...he knew that I knew he stole it, and I made sure that he knew that I knew that he knew that I knew he had it. (If you followed that, good job). Anyway.. I just got off the phone with Myraina, and I remembered to ask her if she had finally gotten her necklace back (since her bday was Nov. 8) Apparently Kyle was supposed to tell me what he did... he didn't. He threw her necklace into the FIRE! Which is a total dick/bitch move, 'cause I a) gave it to HER not HIM and b) it was NOT his property. ASSHOLE! He was totally being a douchebag. But I digress. So friday.. I went to Brunie's... and ended up sitting in his lap, and he stole my ring ( I'm giving you the short version...if you want the long version tellme, because I don't think i posted about it) and I got the ring I've been trying t steal since the football homecoming. And he knew that, so... ANYWAY... He was being nice... and he told me that Christmas cards make miracles happen, 'cause i had given him one talking about maybe not being irritating and awkward about everything... but yeah... Why's he being nice to me? or is it just that thing I was sitting on Friday just ruling his head? Current Mood: irritated Current Music: David Letterman (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 20th, 2008
11:42 am	Slight irritation Okay, so I'm watching Anchorman: The Legend of Ron Burgundy... and it was just at the jazz flute part. I'm so irritated that the actors never actually know how to play the instrument, or even know how to fake it. ugh Current Mood: disappointed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
9:47 am	urggghhh yay! ....? okay. so... I seem to be unable to hold down a boyfriend. Billy broke up with me for no apparent reason... urgh. and on top of it all, two of my friends had their one year anniversary the day he broke up with me. they can keep a bofriend for a year, and I can't hold one down for a month!!!!! Anyways... I went to Brunie's last night for open mike night. No, I wasn't singing (not by myself, anyway) I was listening to my friend Daniel Ledbetter play. (he's really good, by the way, go check him out on Fridays) Anyway, it was so crowded last night (which is not normal) that I ended up sitting on people's laps. I ended up staying most of the night in Kyle's lap. (remember him, Zach's cousin?) so yeah... I enjoyed myself, Ledbetter ended up convincing me to sing up there with Myraina and Kim. That was fun. Kyle ended up stealing my most favorite twisty ring. The three banded one that twists over itself. He wouldn't give it back, even when I begged. So my ultimatum was, "either I get /my/ ring, or I get one of /your/ rings." He gave me on of his ring. It was the one I've been trying to steal since the football homecoming, lol. But I'm not sure why he gave me it in the first place, r even why he stole mine... Whatever. ugh. And to top it all off... (slightly ickyness) I haven't had my period for nearly three months, and it started this morning and it hurts like a BITCH! you have no idea... Current Mood: pain... (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 29th, 2008
8:28 pm	My review of Twilight... spoilers! may occur. OKay. so, I went on my 'date' with Shaun this evening... we went to watch Twilight. He wasn't that into it, from what I could tell, but I enjoyed what Caitlin didn't ruin for me. Being the only one of the three of us to actually read the books, I had higher expectations for the movie. Allrighty then. I thought that the movie had some high points, and a couple of low points.First of all... I wanna give major bonus points... this is the first movie I have seen that has used more than one quote from the book. You losers who didn't read the books first don't know that, and wel... you're losers. Another bonus point: Director! You actually had them wear contacts instead of keeping their normal eye color. Not like the guy that directed Harry Potter's movies and gave Harry blue eyes instead of Green. Loser. Anyway! The movie was quite pleasurable... I'm not really going to get into too many details, 'cause my hands hurt for no apparent reason, and my eyes are all outta whack from staring at the La Push boys. <3 They could, quite possibly, be hotter than the vampires. oh yes.... my only real complaint was that they made Edward sparkle all wrong... :( too much sparkle, there's only supposed to be a hint of sparkle, but all over his body, according to the books. Anyways...! =]]]] I'm going to try to see it again, definitely. Current Mood: content (2 Comments |Comment on this)
11:06 am	Thanks Morriganson 1. Started your own blog --obviously 2. Slept under the stars --yes 3. Played in a band --haha, yes, two 4. Visited Hawaii --I wish 5. Watched a meteor shower --yes 6. Given more than you can afford to charity --nope 7. Been to Disneyland -- nope =[[ 8. Climbed a mountain --yes 9. Held a praying mantis --yes 10. Sang a solo --and played... 11. Bungee Jumped --nope.. plan to, though 12. Visited Paris --again, plan to 13. Watched a lightning storm at sea --nope. I hear it's pretty 14. Taught yourself an art from scratch --yes 15. Adopted a child --I'm adoted, does that count? 16. Had food poisoning --nope! =]] 17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty --no 18. Grown your own vegetables --yes 19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France --nope 20. Slept on an overnight train --never been on a train. 21. Had a pillow fight --haha, yes... multiple 22. Hitch hiked --sort of 23. Taken a sick day when you're not ill --yep 24. Built a snow fort --yep. man, that was forever ago... 25. Held a lamb --yes 26. Gone skinny dipping --yes =]]] 27. Run a Marathon --nope. 28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice -- a whaaa? 29. Seen a total eclipse -- yes 30. Watched a sunrise or sunset --perfect view from my window when I awake every day for school 31. Hit a home run --yes 32. Been on a cruise --nope. mom and dad left me at home 33. Seen Niagara Falls in person --nope 34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors --yes 35. Seen an amish community --yes 36. Taught yourself a new language --does bits and pieces count? 37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied --ha!!!!!!!!!!!! 38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person --nope 39. Gone rock climbing --yes!!!!!!! 40. Seen Michelangelo's David --nope 41. Sung karaoke --yes 42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt --had plans to... they went poof 43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant --thought about it 44. Visited Africa -nope 45. Walked on a beach by moonlight --uhhh. yeah 46. Been transported in an ambulance --yes 47. Had your portrait painted --drawn 48. Gone deep sea fishing --no 49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person --nope 50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris --nope. seen pics, though <3 U mrs murphy! 51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling --yes. but only in the YMCA pool, lol 52. Kissed in the rain --yes =[ 53. Played in the mud --yes! 54. Gone to a drivein theater-- yes 55. Been in a movie --uhhh. do the school made ones count? 56. Visited the Great Wall of China --nope 57. Started a business --kinda 58. Taken a martial arts class --definitely! 59. Visited Russia --uh... no, but i can see Russia from my house! 60. Served at a soup kitchen --yes 61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies --yeah... those were the days... 62. Gone whale watching --nope 63. Got flowers for no reason --yes 64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma --not yet 65. Gone sky diving --not yet 66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp -no 67. Bounced a check --nope 68. Flown in a helicopter --yes 69. Saved a favorite childhood toy --definitely 70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial --no 71. Eaten Caviar --yes 72. Pieced a quilt --yes 73. Stood in Times Square --no 74. Toured the Everglades --no 75. Been fired from a job --yes 76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London --on video from my English teacher 77. Broken a bone --nope! cracked a few, but not actually broken 78. Been on a speeding motorcycle --yes...daddy's a maniac 79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person --yes! wonderful view 80. Published a book --uhhhh... I'm in a published book, but I didn't write the whole thing 81. Visited the Vatican --no 82. Bought a brand new car --uhh. new to me? 83. Walked in Jerusalem --nope 84. Had your picture in the newspaper --yes...multiple times, surprisingly 85. Read the entire Bible --yes 86. Visited the White House --no 87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating --yes 88. Had chickenpox --yes 89. Saved someone's life --well... I wouldn't say that, but I performed CPR 90. Sat on a jury --a play one @ the law firm last year 91. Met someone famous --eh...-ish 92. Joined a book club --yes 93. Lost a loved one --yes 94. Had a baby --NO!!!!!!!!!! 95. Seen the Alamo in person --no 96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake --no 97. Been involved in a law suit --sorta 98. Owned a cell phone --yes 99. Been stung by a bee --yes 100. Read an entire book in one day --YES!! good book, too Current Mood: content Current Music: Christina Aguilera-Stripped (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 27th, 2008
10:54 am	*All That Jazz, Good movie, In my opinion, Thank you Mr. Klein So, yeah. Happy Thanksgiving... you're about to get a summary of the past week-ish. Just because I feel like spilling things in no particular order, and my best friend's not answering her phone. *grumble* >.< Okay. So I will start with last monday. Last Monday was actually a little boring. I decided to get back at a certain blonde guy for using me. Yeah, that was fun. I took all the 'love' notes he gave me a while back (which, I might add, was quite a numerous amount) and put them into an envelope (made the envelope *poof* out huge) and had my friend Ashley give it to him, because I don't see him anymore. We avoid each other, and it's actually pretty easy to ignore his existance. I mean, like... really easy. It may not be the best thing to do, but yeah. I'm starting to mend my friendship with Zachary, because I finally found out what I did so ginormously wrong. And everyone else could have told me that. Zachary seems to be the only person that I can hate and love at the same time. I fight with him constantly, but when it's over he'll gather me in his arms and hug me. He'll yell right back at me and it's so satisfying. Okay. Tuesday. Went and made a 67 on my Geometry test. (To my lurker, that's what I was 'crying' over last night.) Then I went and aced my Odyssey test. I guess it helps to love mythology, and to have read the Iliad and the Odyssey when you were 8, huh? Now I have a project to do on a god whose name sounds like Syphillus. Okay, so it's Sisyphus, but come on.... say them both, and then tell me they don't sound the same. =] Wednesday. I got a boyfriend. Man, I seem to go through these guys at the turn of a hat. LOL. This guy I've had a crush on since the 6th grade, though. How lame is that? I would have asked him out earlier, but I seem to have this problem with insecurity. I have to know what the other person is going to say/do before I even think about taking that step. This guy actually is not a douchebag =]. He's actually good looking, too. And shy. So shy it's adorable when he blushes, even though you don't expect it from him, because he doesn't seem to be at all shy. He's in JROTC too, on the Raider's team. Both of which means he works out more than I do (plus point for him. Not many people do...) and you can tell. He's got the whole. "I work out, but I'm not trying to impress anyone" look about him. Well toned, but not a icky bodybuilder. (Yeah, I find bodybuilders icky... I think a lot of people do.) Thursday. I don't remember Thursday, so I guess nothing interesting happened. Friday. The end of the week, yay. I'm always happy about the end of the school week. Looking foward to the next day where I can sit on my butt! Saturday. Wrong. No sitting on my butt allowed. Caiti's birthday party is today... *blows hair out of face* lots of running, screaming 7, 8 and 9 year olds at the YMCA. Doesn't that sound like fun to you? I ended up watching them in the pool, 'cause Laurel went and had Shaun format her iPaq, or something like that. Then, after I got my swimming in, and was sufficiently jelly-legged, I got to take them all in to get changed. Seven little girls in the shower, and a changing room. Trust me, they're worse than boys. Running, screaming, clothes flying... the works. Sunday. This is my /rea/ day off. The day I don't bother putting clothes on, and I lay in bed all day reading either dirty books, or just the random thing that's beside my bed. Nothing truly interesting happened. Wait... this was the day I went to Jace's house. I ended up putting clothes on. No laying in bed reading... no day off. My guy friend Jace asked me to come help him move. Idiot me, actually thought he wanted help moving. I'm stupid. *facepalm* his mother, the dear Ms. Amy, had me help her move the stuff out of the old house, and into the new. Which is surprisingly close to Laurel's house. Great. someone to stalk me. I ended up moving more than Jace did, and made him look like a wuss. Which is fine with me. But then his parents started hinting that we should go out. Talk about awkward. We ended up watching Blue Collar Comedy and playing Guitar Hero (which I RULE at... on easy) until like, 9 at night. Then I went home. And fell into bed. And apparently Jace assumed we were going out. Exactly how are you supposed to tell a guy you don't like that way that a)I have a boyfriend, and b) I don't like you, and c) omg, STOP CALLING MY PHONE FOUR MILLION TIMES A FREAKIN' DAY!!!!!!!!! Yeah. He doesn't know what the ignore button does. Monday. nothing really interesting happened Monday. Tuesday. Another Odyssey test. yay. Played Scene It in Theatre class.Talked about strippers and old movies. Doesn't that sound like fun? Yesterday. I actually had a little bit of fun yesterday. Played around with my myspace. (if you want to check it out:  <a href=http://www.myspace.com/sweet_vampire_kisses_93 >Belle of the Ball </a> ) If the link thingie didn't work, Imma scream. I talked to my friend Steven. I actually 'met' him through Myraina... he's got a sense of humour. anyway.. Laurel wants the computer, so off I am. (see, lurker, you were mentioned twice) Current Mood: bored Current Music: Womanizer- Brittney Spears (4 Comments |Comment on this)